Hey,
I'm here to appeal an invalid guilty report against me.
I was reported for gamethrowing because I outed myself as a blackmailer in order to reveal a coven member to the town. Gamethrowing, being the intentional act of harming your team's chances of winning simply doesn't apply here. I made an act with intent, yes. but the intention wasn't to harm my teams chances of winning. In jail I stated "we were so fucked and I just wanted a piece of action here. like I get that u might not be happy with my suicide but. like god damn" (quick note this was a message sent immediately after the day ended and was meant to be read by my teammate rather than jailor). prior to my execution i made it very clear that one (1): I believed the mafia was in a bad position and was unlikely to win, and two (2): that despite the negative position I undoubtedly intended to continue to exert my influence over the game(in favor of the mafia). wanting a piece of the action isn't an admission of guilt and I meant it more or less as my intention to squeeze every bit of value out of my position before my likely end (this was meant as a justification of my actions immediately after, I believed my death was approaching prior to outing myself). looking also to the contents of the whispers sent by the coven member "i am cov, hopefully no BMer". from this it appeared to me that their exact role wasn't considered important information to pass onto an ally of theirs, if the coven were small then it seemed like the specifics of their organization would be vital information to pass on to their "GA" this lead me to the inaccurate conclusion that the coven was both large and assumed to win.
multiple times in dead chat I made it clear that at the time I believed that sacrificing myself to ensure the death of a coven member was a good decision. Sure, we lost but with two mafia in that situation our loss was quite likely and not indicative of a substantial negative effect as a result of my choices. I knew there was a jailor and there was a chance I would be executed following my reveal, I knew that coven are unlikely to whisper to each other or have substantial information that they alone can pass on to the town. What I didn't know was how many coven members (or other assorted evils) there were, or my mafia's chances of surviving enemy killers. it's very apparent given only what I said and did that I wholeheartedly believed the best use of my life was spending it on the immediate elimination of a coven member and preventing my mafioso from being jailed again
Sorry for making what I gather most would consider a bad play, but I was invested, exhibited no malice, and made the best decision I could given the information that was available to me and I stand by it 100%
thank you for reading through my report and I hope that when this if this is reviewed i will either be unbanned or convinced of an alternate point of view,
Chai